Psychotic Princess

The Ranting Tales of a Raving Lunatic...

What Happened

February 19, 2004

What happened to the world you took with you when you died?
"He wants us to remember him" like he's still alive
I held your hand at his funeral
And that is our bond
You've got a beautiful child
But you and can't seem to move on
We see him in the faces of strangers
Hear his voice in the laughter of children.
What happened to the world you took with you when you died?
I whisper to you sometimes
I beg you to hold me sometimes
Show her how to be whole again - we are not whole.
Just seeing your mother, though she doesn't see me,
Brings the tears to my eyes - I want her to know that we are alright
And maybe somehow she'll give us the peace we so seek.

Suddenly I feel so raw... so hurt. It's like he died yesterday. With him went our last carefree time. It was so many years ago, but I still miss him.